for i've known completeness

Friday, May 23, 2003

arghs. can t believe i can be so insensitive at times.lyke everyone was upset abt e clax on fridae n all i cared abt was hw pissed I was. cldn t even comfort those who were nt feeling good abt it.went home to jux sleep it all awae. wad kinda person am i? -sighx- derex smth i wanna sae but i dunno how to express it. i c u being so nice to other pple,and i feel we're drifting apartt.but wad can i do abt it? itx not tt i dun care nemore or tt i ve forgotten u cox i haf new frenx. i miss e gmufc tymes together so bad.wish we cld all go out together as a whole clique.but everybody has different schdules.and everyonex stressed out over mid yr. i miss yenz. miss talking to her alot. think i prob drifted from her e most..lifex jux like dis. one minute u re happy and e next u re down. dunno hw to express miself in frnt of others so dey dunno how i really feel inside..im totally empty now...

mer posted at 10:34 PM