for i've known completeness

Friday, June 11, 2004

if u knew wad i knew
u wldnt haf said wad u said
if u knew wad i knew
we'd b tgth instead
of u breakin my heart over things that arent true
my baby
yes
if u knew wad i knew

then again,if you knew what i knew,i dun think you'll ever wanna speak to me again.

mer posted at 6:31 AM

finally decided on letting go.
told yen flor and wj abt it.
maybe its all for e best.

u just haf no idea that what u said n did hurt me in a way you'll never ever know.
so call me fake for nt telling u that u hurt me straght out.
bt maybe its cos i figure u'll tink im being overly sensitive.
and mayb cos i tink u just wun undstnd.
u make me feel so much even when i dun want to!
i hate it hate it hate it hate it!
dear Lord pls help me kick someone out of my mind.

and its nt just this thats making me feel upset.
dont y'all think we've drifted qt far apart?
everyones unhappy with each other.
i dunno wad happened along e way.i honestly dun.
we all needta play neopets :|

oh gawd.im seriously losing my mind.

if only i cld turn back time
then maybe i cld find a way to make u mine xx

mer posted at 6:22 AM