in the library nw during hist lesson.supp to do some wksht but i dun tink anyone's reali gonna do it anw.today honestly sucks to e core.gt reprimanded by miss quek in class for being late for e past two mock exams.she scolded us in frnt of e whole class.acc i didnt reali care abt that but smth she said abt being so irresponsible kinda stirred up smth inside me.

then we got back our chem paper.kar gave me this "oh no" look before she put my paper on e table.11.5/40. and if that wasnt bad enough,e mole wrote a "so disappointing" on my paper.that gt me feeling even worse cos she IS right.my chem's my only hope for sci and im supp to get A for it,not a damn F.changed places with eil.was in a v bad mood alr when mui asked me y im pissed n tried telling me nt to be.then e most horrifying thing happened! started having tears in my eyes.didnt dare to look at mui cos i didnt want her to c so i kept my head dwn.eil asked me to pass her her pencil box n i gave it to her w/o looking at her.think she thot i was mad at her until kar saw me crying and told her.haha then that silly girl wrote me smth so sweet i started crying even more! bleaghs im like some water tap these days.

marcie's off to shanghai.this is e second day he's there.feels so weird w/o him arnd.seems like e days when he's nt here have been nth but sucky. miss that great big idiot! stupid moon.i'll do anything to haf him back here bullying me n calling me crazy.at least tt'll make me laugh.

mui: sorreh i freaked u out in class today.haha its 1045 nw and we're gonna go out to town aft this.kinda feeling better alr.i love u (:

ehhh and i suddenly just thought of my babe.haha e retarded smelly flor.we went cycling two days ago! haha just like e gd ol days (:

huis: everything u felt ystday,i think i felt it all just nw.haha we're always being kuku tgth.crying n laughing over all e same things.love u millions kookie.

the days are slowly passing me by xx