I miss you like crazy
Even more then words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl I'm so down, when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy


wow ystday was kinda rough.was so bored at hm n decided to go catch e firewks display with wj in e end.e firewks were realli pretty (: loved e red n gold ones.tried finding mik but he was stuck over at suntec.bummer :

ayee then came e realleh rough ride home.was alr kinda tired n all.feeling a lil down too when suddenly this grp of ah lians boarded e train and started commenting on us.twas alr qt fed up so i just glared at one of the girls and 'diao'ed her.oh wow smart move.it triggered off this whole start of verbal comments.most of it was directed at me.was in a total bad mood by then.cldnt resist telling them i thot they were ah lians n nt of my level.that they were just friggin upset cos they cldnt attract any guys if their lives depended on it.wj did most of e talking back tho.haha tt babe was really mad at them.think this particular ah lian was really pissed off.she kept glaring at me n telling her friends i didnt dare to diao her nw.that got me so angry i glared back at her n deliberately diaoed her.still i just shut up aft awhile.their incessant ramblings in such bad english was nth but pollution to my ears.cldnt realli b bothered anymore.i swear wj thinks of the best things to say! lol oh well.was a lil shaken and all.bad bad experience..

eeks these five day break has been nth but sucky.


learnt smth frm Mik a few days ago tho.ok he didnt really teach me tt but he helped me realize it.was really mad at my dad for nt letting me go to e party n feeling all fucked up.then mik told me he just saw e most amazing sunset n i felt so bad i missed it. suddenly dawned on me that sometimes you're so busy getting angry at things or holding on to yr hurt that u miss seeing the beautiful things in life.guess that taught me smth (:

and all e pain just comes crashing down and drowning me xx