Thursday, January 20, 2005
okayy im like realleh bored here online and i've nth much to do as well!
bought a phonecard today to call wanj overseas.
in e end i found out frm vince that i was supp to buy an INTERNATIONAL
card nt e normal singapore one.hahaha shite i wasted ten bucks! :(
ohh and yes was reading aaron's blog.i jus rmbed! haha im e speakez rep!
whatever crapp that is.aaron got picked to be one too.see i bet clemt cheng
jus finds us too cute to be true la ((: lol. okayy jk.but at least being e speakez rep
means we're spared frm one week of presentation! :D seems like my whole life is destined
to be stuck with some speech thingy!
aaron: heyyy spikey boy! lol cute nickname huh ;) cheer up boy fren! it takes time to click with
new friends aye? and e guys are qt nice.jus takes time to get used to them.dun be too
discouraged kayy! im pretty sure u'll get used to them soon.besides they all seem to
haf taken a liking to you yea (: so tts a gd start! haha aww and im so touched by wad u
said on ur blog :P u rockk cos ure sucha adorable bully-able spikey boy ((: and ok.i guess
mel is fine also lahh yeaa.haha acc u goon.its nt pronounced mer.its more like MARE?
jus tt its spelt mer.hahaha shit i feel so retarded typing this explanation!
and wanj jus called me last night to say she wldnt be backk frm UK in march.
freakin` sucks.
hoho and i saw ma` babe today!
shes still rocking my world :D esp with all her sanitary pads.haha!
yen: another shoutout! haha stop worrying abt XXX! trust me kayy dere is CHEMISTRY AND BIO :D
adios world (:
mer posted at 9:52 AM
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
mer posted at 2:20 AM
yen: this update is nt solely for ur behalf! haha but yes okayy im finally here.u crazy cat.haha
bri: heyy baby.many many things i wana say to u but shall jus leave u a short shoutout here
and catch up with u tomms? i cant wait to c you.i really do miss u.and no u dun sound like a
loser.u ARE one by assoc. rmb? (: lol jk dearr.cant wait to hug u! schs jus nt e same without
u here.
wanj: woman you've flown off to UK for exactly one week alr.and im still missing u like crazyy.
i hate to know that ure not coming back in march cos that was my strength to jus keep
going on.i hate e fact ure nt here anymore and tt i cant call u as and when i like.
I MISS U SO BADLY!
it really freakin sucks to knw one of ur good friends is over in UK
while ure stuck here
10000 miles away frm each other.
i miss her.and i cant help worrying that she cant fit in over there.
either that or she cant get used to it.
and its gonna be five years before she's back for good.
who's to say that things won;t change btwn us when she returns?
i hate feeling this way and missing people that i've no choice but to let go of
cos everytime i get these feelings
i jus wana curl up in bed and cry.
ayee get e nostalgia away.here goes my update.
aj's getting better (:
people are more fun and frenly now
and im getting more used to my class.
haha e people in there n their crazy antics.
esp edmond n his sleepiness!
haha i always crack up laughing when i see him
which earns me a million whacks frm aneeta cos then she`ll laugh too!
cant help it mann that guy's really funneh.lol..
yea but i guess its still kinda weird being in aj.
its so unlike stnicks.
used to be able to walk in e canteen feelin` all gd abt myself cos it was like,y`knw,
being a sec 4 n stuff.
but in aj it feels as though all the j2s and many others are scrutinizing your every move
when u walk in e canteen.guess im just not really used to that.it doesnt feel very good either
lectures are really darn boring! my attention span lasts a whole of 20mins before my mind starts switching off! thank God for tutorials n notes.lol nt tt my math tutorial is v gd either.edmond gary me n zhihui NEVER ever do math tutorials.we always do them in class.haha poor selina always has to wait for us.
and pe lessons aint as bad as i thought it wld be! ((:
however 2 straight days of pe and bball trng has left all my leg and arm muscles aching :(
looking forward to e long weekend.
reunions n all (:
cant wait!
mer posted at 2:12 AM