for i've known completeness

Thursday, February 10, 2005

here to update a lil.

past two days have been ok.
pretty tiring with all e travelling and all..
ended up slping in e car most of e time.
and somehow collecting red pckts seems to haf lost its effect on me.. :

came back late frm dinner today so i aint going to sch tomms.
sorry guys. i`ll meet u all aft for e celebration yea (:

was jus surfing ard and came across smth that stirred me up.

if you look through past photos, u realize at that time ur eyes used to sparkle with innocence.
yet as time passes by,our bright eyes have dimmed because we now realise how ugly the world can be.

perhaps with each photograph, we've lost some soul.but i think life and love was never what we thought it would be..at least its nv what i thought it wld be..

i miss those times..

found out smth today.

and it seems e more i try to hold on
e more it seems to be slipping away..
maybe i shld jus let it go
but i doubt i have e strength to do so..

so sue me.
im weak.

its as if each time we find a glimmer of happiness in this world
something else is waiting to take it away ;

mer posted at 11:19 AM