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Thursday, February 24, 2005

past few days have been nice restful ones.
been coming home early and doing some crashing
cj and rj were e places to be these past two days.
heh caught up with jes eil kar dor and yen at cj
then vince ly n mok at rj..

twas` nice seeing old familiar faces.
its like no matter how fun aj is
i still get moments where i miss my friends
its jus different somehow..

been on an emotional roller coaster ride lately
cant really figure out why
little things jus suddenly make me wana tear
not that its anything to worry abt (to pple like yen and wj who`ll get all worried)
its jus part of growing up i guess.
sometimes it seems growing up is so hard to do.

looking back, its kinda hard to believe im soon to be 17.
thats pretty old :P
hmm..

was looking through past stuff
i really miss you..
all e times we shared last time
its jus diff now..
wish we cld go back to e past but its smth that jus cant be changed.
and its so hard to live each day and be happy when deep inside i dun feel complete.
i jus dun feel complete without you..

for everytime that i laugh,
theres always twice that amount of tears later..

mer posted at 1:58 AM