all my life i`ve waited.this is true -

im at the stnicks library now!
haha aj ended early today.cos of posting.
or rather.ended early for me -grins-
hmm got posted backk to aj.nt much surprise dere.haha.
tho it was qt fun tricking pple n tellin them i went yj.
many diverse reactions.lol..

gonna play bball ltr at tcc!
haha was msging jian
i really am on cloud 9 (:
dunno abt the other person!
but jian says tt person is.so : D big happy grin!
haha that persons jus damn cute lah!
but its alot of things abt tt person tt makes __ great la (:
many things i nv found out until recently that made me treasure __ more (((:
lets hope it`ll all wk out? (:

i cant believe im actually here in stnicks.
its been a pretty long time.
i really do miss this sch.
e people and all e times i spent here.
its like a memory i wish i nv had to let go of.
i know its standard that sn girls miss stnicks too much
and its nt like i disagree
but then agn, it isnt bad to do so is it?
true,we might adapt to new schs n all
but deep inside i tink most stnicks girls still miss this place.
e enviroment, e times spent here.its so warm n loving n close knitted
its hard to get this anywhere else.

was reading kerr's blog jus now.read wad she said abt hua and her.
think their frneship really touched my heart.
its really nice to knw there r pple out dere who still value old frenships so much
and nice to knw tht in this world, there r many pple out dere who has a fren tt will last prob til old age? (:

just thinking abt that makes me all thankful for my frens all over agn.
like wanj flor yen vince huis eil weix and yihui.
though i know we all come frm diff cliques
and hence we're nt all one whoel clique bonded tgth
but i haf special frenships with each n everyone of dem.
its nice to knw that whenever smth happens, i can always go to one of them to talk to.
to knw that everytime i feel e world has turned its back on me,i still haf them to rely on.
to know that no matter wad other people think of me, that particular grp of people will never be so easily swayed and that they will always try to see the best in me no matter wad. the feeling u get when that happens is really uncomparable.through all ups and downs.i think i`ve experienced diff kinds of shit with these people and they've seen me at my worst and still loved me n got me through.i dun think i can possibly bear to ever let them go.oh no jus typing all this dwn now sudd makes me wana cry.its like. even tho i dun talk to yihui at all now.i know that if i were to call her, she'll def still try n undstnd and be there for me supporting me no matter wad.

im not exactly e greatest fren in this world.theres been many times when ive been too busy to listen,to busy to undstnd.made too many mistakes and hurt alot of people. but i really am learning and im trying my very best to be for them wad they;ve always been for me.i love each n everyone of them frm e bottom of my heart and i pray that nth in this world is ever gonna take them away frm me because without them arnd. i wldnt haf become who i am today.i wldnt haf learnt so many things in life..for them i truly am thankful.

all my happiness in life. u guys know it came mostly frm u. (((( :