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Friday, June 03, 2005

i'm trying to forget tht im addicted to you
but i want it
and i need it
i'm addicted to you
now its over
i can't forget what you said

and i never want to do this again
heartbreaker


yayy ive slept!
im so comfy!

i was in a down mood yday night but ive hyped up again!

frm now on im just really not gonna care much
and enjoy life playing around :D

little woon: what! haha im sorry lah i didnt mean it! i won't be doing that again anytime soon so don't ignore me! although if you do i'll be qt happy also cos tht means you won;t be WHINING AWAY :D

Harry: now why on earth do u show me tht? haha its cool tht the little indian boy gorbanesh is in band but ur RI band does nt interest me esp when it has you --grinns--

am: u found ur way frm jian's blog! haha HELLO HELLO! do u want me to link ya? :D

gary: supermEN.my error alright! -toddles away sadly n cries- ah gong ur so mean to me!

im on a highhhhhh!

all she wants to do is dance
and make romance

mer posted at 8:47 PM


hello world! im back from delta camp!
yayy! i've survived! -toddles arnd n raises arms in victory-

alrighty shall blog abt e camp a little.

day one: reported to aj at 8 in e morning. felt homesick alr :( mmm but it was alright cos i found tht jade was my bunkie! :D so it didnt feel so bad! yea went to bunks then assembled for some conflict management talk tht lasted 3 hrs! migod.but it wasnt so bad cos e speaker was pretty much attention-holding.yupp nt tht i learnt much frm it tho :P hmm then we had lunch.haha food was bad.as expected.no drinks! :( then we went to play games.haha our first game was this blindfold thingy.where all of us had to strategize hw we wld find each other when we were blindfolded and we thought we cld talk verbally but they tricked us and we found out tht we cldnt in e end! so we had to find each other by listening to footsteps.and then arranging ourselves according to bdays by tapping on each others palms the mnth number we were born it.aye total impromtu but im so proud my grp managed to do it ! :D keypunch was silly cos i fell dwn :( hmm crockpit was alright la i guess.basically e games just bonded us more and helped us get to assess each others personalities.reflectns we gd tho.aye..aft tht we showerd and had dinner. E WATER WAS FREEZING :( yea then hadta endure some boring SL talk tht took ALL my control just to stay awake.and in e end i still nodded off --frwns-- then we had supper! haha just like.biscuits? e guys were darn funny.lol kent and julian just took like a whole stack of peanut butter cookies when we were only allowed one! hahaha kent got scolded by e instructor bt he just took it anw. guys.tsk. then to bed! floor was so hard and e weather was so dang hot.twas real uncomfy :( and it didnt help tht i was scared somethg wld come disturb me whilst i slept.

day 2: morning call at 6.--groans-- some bitch switched on all e lights in e room and it practically blinded me! dragged myself outta bed to go wash up.female toilet was packed so serene and i just used e male one instead.haha just fyi we had all our wash ups in e guys toilet.seriously it was cleaner, nicer and nt as packed.just tht, it was BLUE :( mmm yah so washed up n put on pe attire.poor jade cldnt get up she was real tired! yeaa went dwn to e track to assemble.migod la physical trng was TERRIBLE.startd with e warm up of 2 rounds.now two rounds is perfectly fine but at 645 in e morn when my brains nt fully alert and u start running at a FAST BLOODY SPRINTING speed it is NOT ok.NOT AT ALL. stretched and did push ups sit ups and supermans. then ran one more round and ard e goalpost. when it was finally over and we cld go for breakfast,e instructor insisted tht we took more then FIVE friggin mins to get back to our bunks and back hence we were punished n made to go another two rounds.n someone wore slippers so we had to run another 3 rounds.migod i just wantd to die i was hot sweaty and my brain was totally dying on me so i had no strength and willpower to push on at all! then we were given two friggin mins to look for the slippers guy.AND WE HAD TO SEARCH THE WHOLE SCH.two mins! rahh! but in e end they claimed it was alright so yahh. whtever seriously. ok so fastfwd to going to service learning. i met this little indian boy ( NO paedo comments r to be made here!) whose physical disability is tht he walks with a limp.but he's a really smart boy! like he does well in school (he's pri four btw) and he's musically inclined.like he's in band and he plays trumpets and drums.he taught me howta play e indian drum! or at least a little bit.which was really sweet cos he was really eager to teach me and he was just so cute! and his sister was real sweet man.shes super shy but when i asked her to dance ( ok it took a few tries ) she finally agreed and migod she looks so graceful and sweet when shes dancing! aye and its so heartwarming e way she went to get the music notes for her bro when he was playing the drums. its e little ways in which she takes care of him tho hes nt tht much younger? aye tht made me learn tht physically disabled people are actually just like us in every other aspect and tht we shld treat them normally and help them blend into society.nt ostracize them by leaving them out or showing too much sympathy.they don't need pity.they just need sincerity and love. aye its ironic how tht lil pri four boy cld teach me so much.. ok i bolded this part cos this was e one part of the camp tht really left a huge impact on me..am seriously considering going to help out with teaching the physically disabled little kids at AWWA.

yeah then came back. had half an hr break and i was really tired due to the night before's lack of slp and morn;s PT. tried to get some shut eye in e bunk was real comfy and all til the stupid guys frm my grp! rahhh! meowed rite outside my bunk to disturb me.haha okayy i cant be bothred to type much else cos im real lazy nw and i cant rmb much more in tht day anw. oh yah. nightwalk. long tiring hot :( but e stars were real pretty.and it was nice sitting there w my grp (: OH.and kent.i used his hp to msg jz and tht idiot happily nv showed me e msgs --frwns-- replied him himself somemre! ok back to sch then debrief tauhid n ari got us chips and COLD hundred plus :D den to bed.tired!

day3: PT in e morn. boohoo. ok whatever lah i cant be bothred anymore haha day 3 was my happiest day cos i slept well e night before and i woke up knewing i wld go home.yay! :D breakfast planning for SL presentation. presentation then debrief.TOOK MANY PICS! yayy! then HOME.nice (: got our delta shirts! hmm went for lunch at pasta after with kent jeremy serene julian. creamy chicken! had to get money frm kent cos i was totally broke.haha sat there talking.was sooo tired the guys were just telling JOKES and my mind was half aslp.just felt so mentally gone man.vince came and we cabbed dwn to sr to meet jz and zhongyong.aye jz paid for cab and drinks cos i was broke.mmm as usual, we got paired up again.haha. but oh wells.i also dunno wads going on la so yeahh..i shall just live my life like this :D qt happy with it now anws!

ok im damn tired n i wana bathe n SLEEP W TEDDY! goodbye world! ill come back soon when i feel more clearheaded!

ree: LOVE LOVE LOVE. thx for being there tho i dint even tell u much.
its gonna be okay. (:

shawn: camps over! nw we can meet :D loveya bro!

bri: ur such a pesky ninny.love u anw.

jian: u read e above. aye i also dunno how its going..

lil woon: im a good leader! -glares n toddles up with a knife-

xiany: HEYZ GIRL! hows trng been without me and jade huh! :D

ok later world! :D

mer posted at 3:08 AM