for i've known completeness

Saturday, June 04, 2005

i hate the times i spent thinking about you
when all thoughts about you just go running through my head.
it drives me seriously insane
and most times it hurts so bad it just makes me cry.
i have no clue wads going on in your head
i wish i knew whats going on with you now
but i havent spoken to you for so long
and i've swallowed my pride so many times only to get ignored.
im so tired but you don't know tht do u?
how could you when you never really cared.
i can't help but feel like i'm failing you in every way
tht e more i try, e more i just become this person tht u can't stand.
if tht's e case, i'll rather you just tell me now.

im gonna miss jes yen and huis when they go off for camp :(

i better call all of them tdy!

its alright im still happy!
its just tht sometimes those thoughts get to my head and mess me up a lil.
im FINE (:

VALEN: oh dang. i miss u alr. u must must tag my blog ok and i'll def keep tht small shell u gave me.dun lose mine! and i still haf that email for u so do rmb to check it.and ill def update u on all e stuff! dun forget my american guy :D aights.take care over there alright? let me knw when uve landed safely..

quit playing games with my heart

mer posted at 11:05 PM