"But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know...I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me".

and its true.
i think deep inside you some part of u knws its true too.
just tht now we're nt even talking
but a part of u is always with me.
on my mind, in my soul.
no matter what
you'll always rock my world

*EDITED

im homeee!

haha hyper mood seems so IN lately.
went for trng this morning.
i acc managed to join e team for warmup!
haha havent been able to do so lately cos im always late :
anywayyy! i hit a new PB tdy!
yayy! :D
7.45.m
haha! okay thts so friggin pathetic.
but like HELLO
its a whole metre om improvement!
and i figured its nt tht bad since ive only been throwing for like, a month? :)
but ok nt bad is NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
it has to be DAMN GOOD.

lets see how much faith i can put in myself shall we?

met dar yip and yw for pw.
haha so crappy tht was.
den we went dwn to j8 for lunch.
dar had a few rj people staring at him.
he called them "his adoring fans".
HAH.
acc i figured they were staring at me but yes i didnt wana burst his bubble :D

was walking ard when i felt this idiot poke my shoulder.
wong ci! haha tgth with ree gonna buy bag or smth.
we ended up taking the same bus back to my place then they switched bus.
tsktsk sneaky lil lovebirds.
HAHA! ok kiddin!
yeaa wong ci was being so irritating la on e bus!
haha so ego!
but i felt a wee bit guilty la cos i poked his face damn hard by ACCIDENT.
oh well but he got back at me on e bus by announcing so loudly tht my armpits seep PUS !! MIGAWD! -frwns-
he's e perfect epitome of an asshole! haha but still funny la!

ci was telling me tht he went to bishan and ordered meatball soup
then they aunty was dishing up for him
then he said "whts tht??"
and the aunty said "MEEPOK soup."
haha! ci was like "no no aunty i want MEAT ball soup!"
then they aunty! haha freakin funny!
she went like
"ni kan wo men de pai zi! she me MEATBALL na li you meatball soup! zhi you FISHBALL!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

trust ci to be the only retard to do this kinda thing!
cant even diff btw fish ball and meat ball :P

ahh still having a bit of laughing fits.
might be seeing D ltr! YIPPIE!

JIAN! VINCE!

BABY PAO DAO NA LI QU LE??? :(

ok I HAVE TO GO AND DO FILING NOW.
i have to have to get my ass off this chair OR I NV WILL FILE!

and cleavon tan! told me i got 12 for my hist essay.
my ASS!
i only got 7 and a half marks. upon 25!!
so humiliating! hahaha! second lowest in class!
-laughs-
ok i supp its nt smth to be proud of .. :\

OK OFF TO FILE NOW!

** I WAS SUPP TO GO AND FILE MY WRK

but stupid jingjie!
distracted me online!
haha was talking to him abtzirui and stuff
and we got so sidetracked until we startd playing tic tac toe and solitaire.
DANG!
tht guy;s so freakin childish!
hahaha playing with him online is damn funny!
his sarcasm cracks me up!
like when hes so obviously stuck
he'll just say
"im doing well".
LIAR!
haha! so amusing!
ok but i shall REALLY GO N FILE NOW.

you are the one why make it harder
than it has to be
just listen
i'll give you love
if you give me your heart