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ahh screw this.
i wrote a million thgs exclaiming my grievances towards you
and then sudd you msg to say we're still meeting aft all.
i was thinking we werent.
but im still irritated.
and i still think its bloody irresponsible to act this way.

ree and i saw guru on our way out.
he mostly talked to her but he told me a bit of stuff too.
said i "seem to be slipping lately and being very distracted in class".
thts really too much to take considering tht lit is the only thg i acc bother about..
nt tht he's wrng. he's right.
i have been slipping.

i need to sort myself out.
you know
its not a given that you'll ask
and now i think of it. even if you did, it's not a given i'll say yes anymore..

im gg off to meet shen now.
hmm and pass you your stuff i guess.
but it feels.. weird now.

ta world -


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so i went out tdy haha.
i met jz in the end.
he had tuit and even I was earlier then him la.
this kind of attitude.tsktsk.
met shen first then we waited for jz for like.twenty mins?
passed him his stuff.
i tell you arranging to meet him is TERRIBLE
you can NEVER contact him
his hp is ALWAYS UNREACHABLE
and he takes ONE HR TO REPLY YOUR MSG!
i was ready to kill him already
and shen wanted to just leave la.
but he finally came in e end
talked for a little bit
gave him his stuff.
you knw i was REALLY NOT HAPPY
but somehw when i saw him i just cldnt stay angry.
which irritates me even MORE!
-growls-

i cant help it if he has an irresistibly cute smile :D
tht completely melts my heart haha :)

ok so then off to lido with shen to eat.
wantd to watch the island but the timing sucked so we chose the truth abt love instead.
bought tickets ate ljs.
the show was..how do i describe it.
lol it was like a freaking sex show la!
was super embarrased watching it. not cos of e sex part
but i mean shen is like a guy. even if he is my best fren but still!
was pretending to drink and act nonchalent haha.

then we walked ard town.
poor shen was haunted by memories.
felt really kinda bad but there wasnt much i cld do also except accompany him..
bought a pair of classy earrings :)
talked loadsa stuff with him.
about him..then joked ard.
tht guy's just sick la ive got sick guy frens.
see har now you knw why im so twisted :D

and now im home..
i feel better (:

much.