i only have the weekend left.

its not nice to laugh at people's brilliant gp essay, esp when they brought it only cos you begged. and then you agitate them so much tht their pink lolly shatters onto the library floor and all you can do is stand there and laugh! too much! haha nevertheless, don't get too discouraged yeah ((: i know and u knw tht you CAN pass math, jst tht you won't do as well as i do ((: alright i was kidding haha! bt do hope u'll feel better.

past few days, i've really adored the girls to bits. jang joce ree and ra. its like, a built up of love, tht i nv thought cld happen.haha.every silly picture we take tgth, every moment we spend means alot.

took a cab home yday cos i was too tired to bus.drove past stnicks.as i looked at the school and the familiar blue and white girls milling ard inside, my heart literally ached. I wld give so much just to be able to be driving dwn tht familiar road in my dad's car at 7.15am in the morning. I miss playing basketball during recess. The memory of rushing into sch every morn to not be late. I especially miss yen, wanj, eil, huis, jes, bri. I dont see all of you anymre! hardly ever anw.
That blue and white uniform was what i wore for ten years, and now suddenly, i feel so incomplete in this gray and blue one.

I have so many fears inside that can't be quelled.
Voices ringing in my head, so distant yet somehow so near.
A million and one feelings flowing through my soul.

And the funniest thing is, none of you will ever know.
never never never.

There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how.
I said maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall