superhuman me

for the life of me, i just cant think of anything to blog about.

trng from now on is gonna be so strict. :(
i miss having jason ryan clarence hweiyun and huixian ard during trg!
really really do its like it used to be such a lively affair
but now its so quiet!
all e noise i can make is nt even a QUARTER of wht we had in e past.
gary maybe u should seriously come for track!
and add some nonsense to the guys side so it'll be noisier!

dinner after with jade and dehai.
haha poor jade got caught talking to her pri school form teacher for ages.
tho tht teacher did say i was cute :D
hah.
and when we were eating this little baby kept crying and crying
then jade sudd pointed out tht the baby was so scared and cldnt stop crying
cos its mother threatened him by pointing to dehai and signalling tht dehai will beat him if he keeps tht racket up.
HAHAHAHA so funny la! like fancy using dehai as a threat to a poor innocent baby haha!

came home and helped el with her little performance for tomms.
haha my little sister is so cute!
the way she acts is like so shy, it makes it so amusing to watch.
like for example, when we said the line "acc come to think of it, its your fault."

the difference?

me: "actually.. come ot think of it.. its YOUR fault!"
ellyn: "actually (shyly), come to think of it, its your fault (in a sad little voice and sticks out her tummy)"

awwww man hahaha wht hopeless little case! i wonder hw she did tdy :) miss tht baby alr.

then headed to liquid kitchen with daryl for a drink.
haha smart me tried to act grown up and ordered this drink tht had alcoholic content.
after taking two sips i jst gave up. i hate e taste its so bitter! yucks.
so i gave up and drank strawberry soda instead haha!
oh yah! and they have drinks in tht place called Sex on the beach and Blowjob?
hahaha like imagine telling the waitress
"excuse me, i would like a Blowjob please."
right :)

and just a warning for guys,
marriot hotel is a place where gay sex takes place.
hahaha i just cant picture it man. it must hurt so bad to have sex tht way!
yucks yucks yucks!

hmm.

you know how sometimes it seems like everything should just happen a certain way?


walking around
as the tears fall down and memories cloud my head
crowded places empty faces all seem to spell your name

though it was me who let us down, let us fade away
i still feel as if im in pain

i thought i was right i knew why
i knew tht we could nv be
i thought i was strong but i am weak

i tried to run
i tried to hide
i tried so hard not to run to ur side
and its been days and its been months
but i'll take the pain i wont cry out loud
cos im superhuman me

i place a mask up on my face
blur ur vision like the haze
and no i wont stop trying
and no i wont be crying
i made it clear to u tht i will live without you


often times it won't turn out the way you thought it would be.