"I cheated you out of a Christmas dance and a Christmas wedding," he said solemnly. "I'd like to give them to you anyway. I still can. If you'd let me."
Spence had envisioned a dozen possible reactions from her, from laughter to fury, but he had never considered the possibility that Corey would turn her back on him and bend her head and start to cry. His heart sank with defeat. He reached for her hands, dropped his hands, and then he heard her choking whisper.

"All I've ever wanted was you."


bahh. e back of my neck has a huge lump now tht looks jst like an egg protruding.
i feel quite agonized :(
strength test tdy was on front squats, nt bench press.
boo. jenna u whore. i feel so cheated.
ahhh! i cant believe i jst called my coach a whore -laughs and dies :D

but still. pretty proud of all e girls :)
e fact tht we're all sporting red necks now and tht our backs are aching like nuts
jst proves we did good right?
i seriously thought jessline would break under the 65kg weight.
onghui's whole neck was totally sore aft her final 67.5k as well.
and dehai gave me e shock of my life when he didnt catch e bar in time when my knees buckled.
like WOAHHH.i was super scared all the 72k i was sppting wld crash on me n kill me.
e sight of those two 15k plates and two 10k plates put tgth on a 20k bar scared e shit out of me.
but im glad i cld do it in e end wheeeee! -jumps ard happily :D
although im in pain! -grimaces.

harry potter tdy was good.
had a few laughs haha.
tho i almost fell aslp during e maze.
and tht cedric diggory guy really aint all tht gd looking!

i find for the first time in my life, im at a loss for words.
i just don't know how to begin.

been curled at home reading some.
and talking with someone tht day made me think of stuff.
was just thinking,
love, to me tht is, is all about spontaneity.
its about lustre and vibrancy and happiness found frm unexpected thgs
from little things tht werent planned.
derived from a wonderful one unplanned hr tgth as compared to a planned whole day date.
its not about rules and conventions.
if two people like each other, why must they "officiate" their feelings?
if love becomes so official, then really, is it really love after all?
love is a feeling so mystical and wonderful, tht holds no boundaries,
not something tht should be tainted by restraints.
someone mentioned officiating due to insecurities.
but if two people really like each other, there shouldnt be room for insecurities should there?

and i wonder, if anybody out there can ever get wht i mean.

i just don't see this happening much these days.

ohh wells. off to ice my neck.
bangkok calls from the 25th to 28th! ((: