i just had to say this.
if you've never tried something out before
then don't diss it before you do.
you might think tht its not worth trying and u can list all e reasons why not
but you shouldnt put it down before you do.
( ok somethings like smoking might be an exception.)
but take clubbing for example.
lets say you've never tried it out before,
and then you keep scolding someone else cos u say clubbing is very poseur
and tht its only for people to get wasted and drunk.
then one day you go clubbing yourself, and u acc come back and tell tht person you scolded and preached to tht it was fun.

im utterly disgusted by your hypocrisy.
you preach and feel so strongly about smth,
and then you suddenly change your train of thought after scolding tht person so much.
you call my friend a poseur when really, you're the one whose pretending you can speak and write oh so well when we all know tht was nt true to begin with.
the world would seriously be better off without your existence.


anyway..

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"

haha what a cool colour. how apt! :)

track farewell ystday.
twas fun i supposed.
arrived late.haha i alr knew we didnt have to buy grills la ok.
but due to insistence frm both e person w me and dehai, we bought e grills.
which in e end, wasnt used at all!

i finally saw jade agn after so long! whoopdedoo! :)
oh coach's children are cute.esp jessica!
i roasted a marshmellow for her and she liked my hair! :D :D
and jordan is friggin cute also la :D
soft blonde hair! kiddies! -squeals happily.
i still think my hair was cool :(

i heard frm toh she promoted me to exco position.
took grumpys post as e new throws ic.
honestly i thought jiayi was lying when he told me
in truth he was cos he said i stole his QM post. -which i didnt.
but yeaaa. im quite happy! (:
nw i can go for meetings w jade n i dnt have to be left behind!

and kenneth, willie, baochern, jade, jiayi and hwei are such sweeties.
cos i was in such a rush to get hm,
kenneth guzzled dwn his beer and thn they sent me hm first whn its nt really in e way. :D

eh dang. i jst realized. ill really miss these guys like shit.
oh no. i feel like crying now. -runs for tissue!
i still feel a bit lost without hon grumps sexy and ryan ard smtimes.
and i miss kenneths noise. :( and clarence!
oh no clarence made me cry ystday!
cos he called me thn he said thx for e slippers n all n i was tearing so i said OK BYE TAKE CARE n put dwn before i burst into tears and den he msged me la!
my hp's upstairs but it was real sweet coming frm tht black ass.
"dear meryl it was a pleasure training w u. a real treat to have u as my friend."
its a 2 part msg im jst quoting a bit I REALLY CRIED LA OK.
without clar's rubbish at e pit and all. shit la.
im sad!
omg ok i shall STOP BLOGGING ABT FAREWELL NOW.

SL is so uber boring it bores me to death.
jialing dnt forget THE PLAN PLS.hahaha!

oh i cant say why vince is a sweetie here
hon ill explain in privvy
but SHES A SWEETIE PIE! :D
im in debt !

okayy after SL went for dinner in town.
walking ard aimlessly trying to decide where is

- non fast food
- air conditioned
- spacious
- non pasta

is pretty hard! takes ages to decide!
ahh but its fun when ur with someone who makes u laugh ur butt off almost every min :D
oh and i really didnt cry! my eyes were jst itchy! hahaha
and in future, pls give FIVE secs for consideration not ONE miserly one! haha!

came home and watched survivor.
im starting to hate e twist in the game.
like poor judd, hes so freaking stupid.
he blindly trusts everyone in his "alliance".
hes alr been shown tht they are capable of gg agnst this alliance,
yet he still trusts them blindly. WHAT IS THIS.
this is a game of survival and u acc trust someone?
stupid stupid stupid.
even his best bud steph betrayed him.
tho truth be told, despite it being a game,
im utterly disgusted by her. i really liked her man and i was even rooting for her to win.
now i dont think so. i mean she jst said like 20 mins ago tht she owed judd big time for letting her share all his rewards, yet now she turns on him and votes him out.
see. TRUST MY ASS.
eveerybody take a look at dear judd and learn pls.
dont be as stupid as he is.

raining now. cold night.

i was scared. really i was.
and this time round, im e one who chose to run away.