like a fool i keep losing my place

school's reopening!
somehow I almost can't believe tht in jst a few days I'll have entered the year where im due for A levels.
this whole year's been a blur of events.
I'd love to make a list of new year resolutions here for everyone to see, but the point is I've never done tht and I doubt I ever will. live for the moment, don't they say? haha.
and after realizing tht I got trashed in econs by hwang jingjie of all people,
I must must must do much better for it next yr!
haha i can't allow tht noob to win!
off for narnia ltr. free tickets :D
yesyes, im a typical singaporean.
the word FREE jst catches my attention straightaway! -laughs n runs off.

i miss bri huis jes eil mui alot!
it felt tonnes fun yakking to eil yday and being a complete shithead and hearing her tell me straight how stupid i am when it comes to such thgs.
and HUIS telling me ive NO FRIENDS. somehw i fully appreciated her kukuness!
flor's another stupid ass. Im gonna blow her cover now and tell everyone tht shes Mr Bollywood!
her fetish with bollywood indians nv fails to amuse me.
I pity malcolm baby haha!

and ok i admit. I couldnt stay angry for long.
the two-time apology all but melted my heart :(

ohmigoodness there's an icecream man outside my hse! poor fella its raining no ones gonna buy his ice cream!
ok for pity's sake im gonna buy two cones now HAHA mad cow nt like i'll eat it anw maybe ill give one to dumbo and throw the other one into my fish tank for e fish hahaha maybe they like ice cream!

OH AND BRI ! u knw i jst found out tht the bubble gum u gave me, that pink one? i can acc CUT it using tht roll! so cool! ive been cutting strips off jst for fun n throwing it away cos i dun wana eat it HAHA!

i've gotta start on some hw. (:


Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.


read closely and maybe you'll find something between the lines.
after all, the truth's always somewhere between the lines.