a tribute to jeremy yeoh

My heart skipped a beat today when I heard the news.
I tried my very best to deny the ache in my heart that I felt,
but to no avail. It felt like a hand had been "stuck into (my) chest and my heart dug out" in the most cruel fashion ever. -quote guru during lit tutorial today. The tears were threatening to spill over, but I controlled my myriad of emotions.

Why did it have to turn out this way? everything was so perfect between us,
until it all went wrong.
Every step I try to take towards you seems to be met with a curt, cool reaction that breaks my heart into a million pieces.

If only you knew..

-insert choice of emo song here-

okay the end of tribute hahaha decided to put up a so called emo entry today because jeremy suggested on the bus that I should do that. ( Apparently because he knew his "news" broke my heart ). Anyway, can't think of any cheesy emo song at the moment so all readers are welcome to insert your prefered song choice in (:

that aside, I would like to say that I can feel my hair starting to lessen as I pull more clumps out every day. (due to STRESS of course - ah yes, I'm feeling it a wee bit now :D)
everything's so messy! I need to file my stuff -rants on a little more to myself.

At least I have mr marcie lowe to sms me frequently, showering me with love (ok not much of tht) and plenty of concern, allowing me to toddle as much as I want, and not getting angry at me even though I get damn unreasonable at times and insist that all his friends are bloody losers hence he shld just talk to me ((: lol okay im admitting tht was my mistake now, kay :D

I need to mention that my love for 3505 has grown :D
with people like PEEPEEAXE, how can it not hahaha.
okay just kidding.
but I really do seem to find every single one of them cuter these days.
omg and this next line is gonna make me sound so mother-fied,
but I feel pangs of tender affection towards every individual in 35.
with the exception of the 'common' few. :D

Oh! random note. I wanted to blog about how my one session of aerobics at amore bugis junction with my elder sister sent me into such fits of laughter I wouldnt mind gg back agn! :D hahaha it's really funny when you see that so-called mature, classy and cool 8-years-your-senior sister HOP AROUND trying desperately to do hip rotations. Poor me was so amused I had to cover my face in my shirt and succumb to gales of giggles and snorts. WHY MUST ONE HOP WHEN DOING HIP ROTATIONS ANYWAY -laughs!

ree, jang, chen, ra and I were sitting outside the audi today having lunch before GP when we started recalling weird things. Like how ra is extremely violent. *chen yu recalls sarah slamming her head down on the table.* Apparently, chenyu was complaining of a headache and ra wanted to knock her out so that sleep would put her out of her misery.
ehhh. actually it doesn't sound funny now hahaha but I really found it funny like shit when chenyu said tht and I couldnt help this great explosion of laughter, which resulted in the two girls sitting at our table to walk away.


-insert apology- I am dreadfully sorry sue lynn and sabrina from 1805! if u ever read this,
please accept my apology and not get mad at me for interrupting your peace!

that said, it probably wasn't just me. Somehow, the group of us seem to succeed in chasing stangers away quite often. whyyyy! -wails.

Vanessa makes this really fly-like "WOOONNNNNNG" sound lol.
get her to demo it, she's good :D

aye yeay yeay.
need to shit badly.

shot through the heart, and you're to blame.
you give love a bad name