for i've known completeness

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Sometimes I think many people should just fuck out of my life for awhile.

Don't get me wrong.
This post isn't supposed to be angsty or anything.
It's just extremely draining to constantly have to be thinking about so many things, almost like a vicious cycle.
And to be brutally honest, I see no fucking point.

Let me give an example.
I say this, it's all supposed to be ok, but then everything just goes back to square one.
See? I should have just saved my energy and time.

Also, having people in your life means you're susceptible to their analyzation (I doubt theres such a word) of you, and when they do that without really knowing who you are ( or simply base their impressions on what they think they know you as), then it too gets extremely tiring. I'm not saying one doesn't have a right to do so, but hell it jangles the nerves of the recipient for sure.

Man by nature is complicated and selfish, that part I can understand.
However, this nature gets a little too much to handle these days.

So basically, everyone should just fuck off at some point in time and stop being so screwed up and "intellectual". Redunant and annoying, bloody hell.

mer posted at 9:12 AM